It feels so good

A dream shatters

It shatters with a loud sound.

That sound almost makes me deaf

But it isn’t audible around.

It’s an iterative action

With the cycle of few days and nights.

Because then it’s back on my mind

This time with deeper insights.

I convince myself that I am strong

I work hard to disperse my foci.

But suddenly she pings

And I am not ‘I’.

I lose all control

And some power drives me.

I shouldn’t say yes

But as I said some power drives me.

I always want to make her happy

Don't wanna see her crying.

Every time I see her

It feels like I am flying.

I don’t know if anything is wrong with me

But it still feels so right.

Whenever she smiles

Even a dull seems bright.

Bad seems so good

Two (2) seems zed (Z).

It’s a reaction

Of over happiness in my head.

This life plays mystically

And it’s not in my hand.

It’s not fucking handy

Harder I try, I lose all sand.

I convince myself that I am strong

I work hard to disperse my foci.

But suddenly she pings

And I am not ‘I’. 

Whatever I say

Whatever I do,

But it feels so good

When I think of you.