A walk

Sooner or later

I am gonna explode

It’s getting harder

To suppress that much load

All I want

Is just a walk

While walking down the street

I just want to talk

A walk to talk

A walk to share

A walk to feel good

A walk to make you aware

A walk to listen

A walk to think

A walk to tell

What all we can’t ink

A walk to feel

A walk to feel free

A walk along the road

A walk under the trees

A walk to fight

A walk to be quiet

A walk to make up

A walk to make everything right

A halt to sit

A halt to eat

Then back to the walk

With an ice cream to make it complete

A walk to see

A walk to realize

The small lights in night

Are unselfish act of stars and fire flies

A walk to feel good

A walk to feel right

A walk to make sure

That everything is gonna be alright

Sooner or later

I am gonna explode

It’s getting harder

To suppress that much load

It feels so good

A dream shatters

It shatters with a loud sound.

That sound almost makes me deaf

But it isn’t audible around.

It’s an iterative action

With the cycle of few days and nights.

Because then it’s back on my mind

This time with deeper insights.

I convince myself that I am strong

I work hard to disperse my foci.

But suddenly she pings

And I am not ‘I’.

I lose all control

And some power drives me.

I shouldn’t say yes

But as I said some power drives me.

I always want to make her happy

Don't wanna see her crying.

Every time I see her

It feels like I am flying.

I don’t know if anything is wrong with me

But it still feels so right.

Whenever she smiles

Even a dull seems bright.

Bad seems so good

Two (2) seems zed (Z).

It’s a reaction

Of over happiness in my head.

This life plays mystically

And it’s not in my hand.

It’s not fucking handy

Harder I try, I lose all sand.

I convince myself that I am strong

I work hard to disperse my foci.

But suddenly she pings

And I am not ‘I’. 

Whatever I say

Whatever I do,

But it feels so good

When I think of you.

Colours of Face!!!

PS- I painted this!!!

Life...

I had a dream

Another dream of her

Might be just another effect

Effect of falling asleep while thinking of her

But it was a dream

One more dream of my life

It’s bloody my life

So not in my hands and I can’t bribe

But it’s the life

Not just another book

So have to finish the current page

Before having a further look

Every next chapter

Is even more interesting

Every previous chapter

Helps in learning

Sometime it seems wrong

But it is right

It has all the turns

Dull and bright

It has all the colours

Standing in a queue

Sometimes its happiness of yellow

And sometimes sadness of blue

It kisses

It bites

But it’s the life

So it has all the rights

It kicks hard

And sometime even harder

Then provides time

To heal it faster

It chokes

Chokes almost to death

Then provides an oxygen mask

To have a deep breath

It’s the roller coaster

It’s the joyride

So undoubtedly

It’s the best ride

It is the life

It has all the fun

It has all the powers

Because it has its own sun

It’s the journey

With no travel guide

We have to make it special

Because it’s a wonderful ride

Its All About Happiness...

We like

We hate

We argue

We debate

Either I do for me or for you

I try my best, more or less

But every time I realize

It’s all about happiness

I cried

And I cried again

Then I realized

Crying shouldn’t be in my domain

I was crest fallen

And I don’t know why

Then I realized

There is always a space for another try

I tried being cynical

And tried living in reclusion

Then I realized

They are problems not the solutions

It’s not about money

It’s not about pain

But I should realize

It’s just about playing my fair game

Everyone ran

But I stood in the rain

Then I realized

It’s far more than just a rain

                                                                            

Its neither stupidity

Nor a dirty game

To make someone happy

Sometimes one has to act like lame

Either I do for me or for you

I try my best, more or less

But every time I realize

It’s all about happiness

I Will Miss...

Lets have some fun,

Before it gets too late.

Coz sooner or later,

We would be at our office gate.

We are trying too hard,

Just trying to grow fast.

As quickly we grow,

Short the fun last.

I will miss my school,

Miss my bag, miss my bench.

I will miss the rain,

Miss my love of getting drenched.

I will miss my college,

Miss my friend’s car.

I will miss my school bus,

It was always just few steps far.

I will miss my family,

Miss my friends, miss few stars.

I will miss the overloaded cars.

I will miss the boredom,

Miss all rides, which I took alone.

I will miss the freedom,

And will our virtual throne.

I will miss the circuits,

Miss the wires, miss the tools.

I will miss the games,

Miss the frames, miss the pool.

I will miss him,

Miss her, miss them all.

I will miss the text,

Miss the missed, miss the late night call.

I will miss the time we spent,

Miss your company, miss our cold war.

I will miss many things,

Particularly the word “yaar”.

So lets have fun,

Lets make some noise.

Coz sooner,

We won’t have this choice.

                                                                                                                          

Its Never Gonna Fade Away...My Memory...

It turns blues to rainbows

Rainbows to blues

How it works

I don't have clues

It is from past

But will always remain crystal clear

It makes my eyes wet

Sometimes with joy, sometimes with tear

I am happy

Because it never gonna fade

No matter how I live

And under whatever shade

In this long journey

My lucky color might get fade

But I am sure

it will always be there as an aid.

It is from time

The time I had

Some was good

Some was not that bad

Some loved and many hated

The deeds I used to do

But I am happy

Because at least I tried to walk in my own shoe

On the hot summer afternoon

It can bring the rain

No matter how old it is

It can do that again and again

It is about day

It’s about night

It’s about decisions

Some of them were good some were not that right

It’s about the tales

It’s about the sprite

I still love truffle

Especially when I experience some fading light

It’s my memory

With many why

It’s never gonna fade

It’s never gonna die

Fulfilling my wishes,following my dreams...

Fulfilling my wishes,

Following my dreams.

That is the way,

I wanna flow in this stream.

The stream is of life,

Under the sun’s heat.

I am not gonna be a passenger,

I am gonna be on the driver seat.

I don’t wanna get drunk,

But still I wanna get high.

In the heat of deserts,

I want a rainy sky.

Doing what I love,

Is all what I want.

I want my life script,

Not to be in single font.

I wish for your smile,

I dream for that.

I am gonna work hard,

I won’t let them fall flat.

I wish to get understood,

I dream it is done.

Then I open my eyes,

Everything gets converted to none.

My eyes might get wet,

But I won’t like to cry.

In the wet rain,

I won’t like to be left dry.

I don’t wanna follow footsteps,

I wanna imprint mine.

I am gonna force my destiny,

To get me some sunshine.

I perform all day,

What I plan in night.

Sometime I don’t wanna differentiate,

Between practical and right.

I wish to dream,

I dream my wish.

In this big sea,

I won’t be just another fish.

Back to the childhood

Back to the childhood

Back to the fun

When only weapon

Used to be a plastic gun

Back to the time

When we used to play

when our only wish

Was a toy on coming birthday

Back to the garden

Where we used to play

When sky was an umbrella

Where stars and moon stay

Back to the days

When one’s shoulder was a horse ride

When broken teeth was the only thing

Which we used to hide

Back to the days

Back to the times

When only songs

Were nursery rhymes

When television was a box

Which was meant only for cartoons

When our only idol

Were the looney tunes

When we were superhero

With all the natural powers

All those power used to remain

Till we finish the shower

When each classmate

Used to be our friend

Pencil was the stuff

Which we used to lend

When all the dreams

Had fairies and stars

Only expenses were of

Ice cream and chocolate bars

When pants were half

But the heart was full

When only mischief

Was a push or pull

Those were the days

Full of life

They can make us smile now

Within a count of five