Thursday, July 30, 2009

My Best Teacher- "My Life"


Whenever I tried to fly very high,
In this beautiful blue sky.
It pulled me down,
And put me back in the real town.


Sometimes I used to cry,
But still I used to try.
I try again and again to climb the wall,
Because my life teaches me all.


Sometimes no matter how fairly you play,
There would be someone ready to make you slay.
But still play fair everyday,
That’s what my life has to say.


It teach me how to look glad,
When from inside you are really sad.
Because its not all about me,
Its about people who are more valuable than myself for me.


Never ever try to give up,
Just go and get some reasons to live up.
Don’t live like shaking twigs,
My life teaches me how to live big.


People come close and become my friends,
They move with me all around.
Then suddenly they left me and make it end,
My head spins like a merry go round.
Because they never make it clear,
How I became that much hatred from a dear.
I was left out with my tears,
Still my life teaches me to be a dear.


I got the best teacher,
But I think I am not a good creature.
I think as a student I am not up to the mark,
Because sometimes I finds myself alone in the dark.

Monday, July 6, 2009

To my BEST FRIEND


I love your cute smile on your beautiful face,
For that I can run any race.
It makes me stand,
Even when there is no helping hand.
Its makes the life easy,
When all seems busy.
No matter life runs at which speed,
Its your smile what all I need.


You have such a sweet beautiful heart,
Which can make a defeated to begin with a new start.


I love that wonderful grace,
Which is always there on your pretty face.
For that I can cross any maze,
Even if I would have entangled lace.


You have a unique special glow,
In hard time which makes me go.


It's all your beautiful talks,
Which on tougher paths make me walk.


Life is like a theatre,
GOD and oneself are it's creator.
One should decide oneself what to play,
No matter what others have to say.


Never loose any hope,
Because there is no happiness on negative slope.
It's you who give me and others hope,
So please always be on positive slope.


I would be there to hold your hand,
Whenever you will afraid to stand.
When I would be afraid to stand,
Please be there to hold my hand.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

WHY ?

Why there are dreams?
Which led to screams.

I just want some small joyfulness,
To make a complete happiness.

I am just walking alone,
May be because to others I am unknown.

I m learning to love abuse,
Because I just never wanna loose.

Please help me oh lord,
I at least once wanna meet the god.

Because the no. of questions I wanna ask,
Is a lot more than my wishes and task.

Why do people get amuse,
To see me confuse.

Why sometimes I feel alone in crowd?
Why others can’t see even when I cry out loud?

I love happy endings a lot,
Then Why it’s not there in my life's every plot?

Why one’s look does matter?
To being get loved better.

Why can we dream of those things?
Which are very very far from the real happenings.

Why what one deserves is opposite to his desires?
Why the no. of truthful is very less than liars?

Why with the simple handshakes,
We can’t figure out the fakes?

Why people hurt us especially when we are in pain?
By doing this what they gain?

Why some things remain unspoken?
Why don’t other understand what was unspoken?

Why do many people hate after seeing only the exterior?
Even when they know there is a good heart in the interior.

Why sometimes one never gets a chance to make himself clear?
Why without knowing the reason one has to shed the tear?

Why sometimes what we do to give happiness,
Results in loss of our own happiness.

Why sometimes things done to make someone glad,
Results opposite and make her sad.

Why sometimes people don’t trust their friends,
Why do people leave their real friends?

Why do people start new relation creations?
If they can’t continue the relations.

Why do people leave old friends?
Just for the new friends and trends.

Why some people love to gain from someone's pain?
Why some people never feel shame?

God never differentiate,
Then Why the hell among the people there is a lot of hate?

All humans are the same,
Then Why there are religion, colour and caste game?

The no. of these Why are very high,
Even more than the stars in the sky.

I just wanna meet the almighty one,
Because I just wanna get my few things done.


Saturday, July 4, 2009

Here I Am


Here I am,
Once again with a slam.
Once again loner,
Once again as a loser.


Here I am,
Once again as a wreck,
With a suffocated neck,
May be because that is what I deserved,
Or may be I am with my feelings is little bit preserved.


Here I am,
Once again thrown,
Once again blown,
Once again drown,
Just like an unknown.


Here I am,
Once again fed up,
With the comment-“grow up”,
I should grow up for what?
Just to say my friends-“hi, what’s your name? Sorry I forgot…”


Here I am,
Once again sad,
Once again mad,
May be because I am very bad.


Here I am,
With lots of questions,
Because of so many reasons,
Don’t know what to do,
For GOD’s reply standing in a queue.


Here I am,
Without saying anything,
But feeling everything.
With little bit crying,
And trying to be fine.


Here I am,
Once again loner,
Once again as a loser,
Here I am.


Here I am,
Wanna meet GOD to ask why,
This time wanna say why me,
Because this time I don’t wanna say try me.

Shadow of my life


If you sometimes feel very alone,
Feels like standing on red hot pointed stone.
If you ever feel to leave everything and go to wildlife,
Then my friend you are experiencing my life.


If you sometimes feel to be at home,
Just to be alone.
If you feel not wanna be shown,
Because you feel your life is blown,
Then my friend you are in my life’s zone.


If you sometimes feel to scream and shout,
And want nobody to hear it out,
Then you are in my life without any doubt.


If you want to cry out loud,
And wants nobody to notice it in crowd,
Then you are under my life’s cloud.


If you don’t get what you desire,
And people take you as a liar,
Then you are under my life’s fire.


If when you cry,
There is nobody to wipe your eye,
Then definitely you are my life's nearby.


Whenever you say hi,
In return you get a goodbye,
Then you are at my life’s side by.


If someone makes you cry,
Without telling you why,
You are in my life that’s what it imply.


If your friend dump you out,
And you feel like left out,
That’s what my life is all about.

If your friends don’t believe you,
No matter whatever you do,
Then my friend you are in my shoe.


My life is complete mystery,
And I know only its history.
I don’t know all the rest,
Only god knows what is the next.

Dreams


We see a lot of things in dreams,
Most of them are not same as they seems.

Children do dream,
For an ice cream.

Other do because of their need,
But some do just for their greed.

Dreams lift one to success,
But some do dream in excess.

Which do a great damage,
Because they don’t know how to manage.

I have so many dreams too,
For the things I just want to do.

People say some of my dreams are above my height,
But for those dreams I am just going to do a fight.

I don’t dream for a moon,
Because for that I would need a boon.

But I do dream for stars and all,
Because my dear STARS DO FALL.

My so many dreams are just for you,
I will be with you for all the way you pass through.

I would shed my most of the dreams,
If god promise me that my friend always gonna wake up with a smile and never with a scream.

But may be I wouldn’t shed my dreams that were for you my friend,
Because loosing you is impossible to mend.

Oh my dear you got a lot of grace,
Never let smile get disappear from your face.

No matter how hard is it to achieve your dreams,
I would be there to make it gleam.

You just live your life to the fullest,
I will handle all the rest.

My Nightmare



I was there,
In my own nightmare.
It was nightmare,
Because I was alone there.

I was alone in line,
Because there was nobody mine.

Nobody care, they just stare,
But I do everything pretty much fair.

They just sit and gaze,
Till I get lost in a maze.

When I wake up and glare,
I tried here, I tried there.
But in the end I am no where.

I got friends, they got trends,
And the list keeps on appends.

But out of millions,
How many are real ones.

In my life I can’t fake,
But for some it’s a piece of cake.

People get hurt because of me,
It’s not intentionally, its just foolishness of me.

I don’t want to hurt, but still some get hurt,
Because I am a normal human not a gifted.

But I am a strong boy,
And I know how to enjoy.

In this cruel world, where hard to survive,
I know how to live a life.