Mistakes

One day I might wake up,

And will find angels by my side.

They would ask me to fly up,

And will say they are here for my ride.

I would be begging them,

To spare me one more day.

May be they would do that,

And will give me one day to say.

But one day won’t be enough,

Because I would know what all I did.

Then I would realize,

How many times I did.

But I don’t wanna beg,

I want to do that all now.

May be that’s why I am here,

Sitting and finding to do it how.

I would like to die in peace,

With my mind and my heart at rest.

I want when I would die,

People will say I did my best.

I know I do mistakes,

And so many already have been done.

People say its human who do mistakes,

And I might be among worse human one.

Its me who committed them,

And I know that I can’t undo.

Forgiveness is all the need,

And it is all up to you.

I don’t wanna do it in future,

But  I know that I might do.

So I am apologizing before,

To all of you.

I am sorry if I hurt you ever,

But seriously I never had intensions to do.

And still in my hard time,

By my side I will expect you.

Because I am among those humans,

And that is the fate.

Its better I realize it now,

Instead of realizing it late.