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I am the one,

Who can have fun.

With life on stake,

On the point of a gun.

People do ditch me,

And I do miss.

But I can enjoy,

With a life like this.

I am a liar,

I can put a fake smile on my face.

If it make someone smile,

Then I can do it again and again with grace.

I am broke,

With a broken heart.

But I don’t care,

Because there are many start.

I am the one,

Without coordination in dance.

But for little happiness,

I can beg for a second chance.

I do agree,

Sometimes I hurt you.

But that was not intentionally,

So I beg an apology to you.

For my friend,

After losing 8.5 out of nine.

I can still stand and say,

That I am totally fine.

I don’t care,

And I don’t give a damn about all.

But I do care for those,

For whom I can fall.

I am the one,

Who can get into a fight.

It should be for friend,

No matter its day or night.

I am the one,

Who is sometime rude.

Because I get pissed off,

With fake miss and dude.

I get in trouble,

And I do fight.

But don’t you think that,

Fight for fun with a friend is alright.

I am the one,

You would sometimes find me weird.

I am different from your all other friends,

And for that I am not feared.

I was never bad,

But you perceived it wrong.

It hurts a lot,

But I am still trying to be strong.

If I get a chance,

Then I would show you.

That there are no ill feelings,

In what all I do.

No matter how hard it gets,

But I will still find reason,

For little and sweet happiness,

In each and every season.

Looking up

God, I am looking up,

Don’t let me down.

Please get some time,

And come to my town.

We will sit,

And have some chat.

Not about politics,

Because I don’t like that.

If you would like,

Then we will go on a walk.

Because all I need,

Is a need to talk.

I have so many questions,

With no question numbered last.

Because my question arises another question,

So there is no word as avast.

If you come down,

And try to find me out.

I would be the one,

 Sitting alone in the crowd.

I would be the one,

Who might be avoiding the fakes.

Sitting in the corner,

Enjoying my truffle cake.

I wanna know about good,

I wanna know about bad.

I wanna know many reasons,

Especially one behind why one feels sad.

Why the world is like this only,

Why not like that.

The world we used to dream,

When our only love was our cricket bat.

I am sure it’s not the same,

As u wanna make it.

So there is a need of inspection,

Then taking action might make it.

I am looking up,

And I am calling you down.

Because I am fed up,

Fed up with all these fake clowns.

Mistakes

One day I might wake up,

And will find angels by my side.

They would ask me to fly up,

And will say they are here for my ride.

I would be begging them,

To spare me one more day.

May be they would do that,

And will give me one day to say.

But one day won’t be enough,

Because I would know what all I did.

Then I would realize,

How many times I did.

But I don’t wanna beg,

I want to do that all now.

May be that’s why I am here,

Sitting and finding to do it how.

I would like to die in peace,

With my mind and my heart at rest.

I want when I would die,

People will say I did my best.

I know I do mistakes,

And so many already have been done.

People say its human who do mistakes,

And I might be among worse human one.

Its me who committed them,

And I know that I can’t undo.

Forgiveness is all the need,

And it is all up to you.

I don’t wanna do it in future,

But  I know that I might do.

So I am apologizing before,

To all of you.

I am sorry if I hurt you ever,

But seriously I never had intensions to do.

And still in my hard time,

By my side I will expect you.

Because I am among those humans,

And that is the fate.

Its better I realize it now,

Instead of realizing it late.