Here I Am

Here I am,
Once again with a slam.
Once again loner,
Once again as a loser.


Here I am,
Once again as a wreck,
With a suffocated neck,
May be because that is what I deserved,
Or may be I am with my feelings is little bit preserved.


Here I am,
Once again thrown,
Once again blown,
Once again drown,
Just like an unknown.


Here I am,
Once again fed up,
With the comment-“grow up”,
I should grow up for what?
Just to say my friends-“hi, what’s your name? Sorry I forgot…”


Here I am,
Once again sad,
Once again mad,
May be because I am very bad.


Here I am,
With lots of questions,
Because of so many reasons,
Don’t know what to do,
For GOD’s reply standing in a queue.


Here I am,
Without saying anything,
But feeling everything.
With little bit crying,
And trying to be fine.


Here I am,
Once again loner,
Once again as a loser,
Here I am.


Here I am,
Wanna meet GOD to ask why,
This time wanna say why me,
Because this time I don’t wanna say try me.